Musicislove101's Journals

We're all a little mad..

AYE.

Haven't been on here in a bit.

Been busy..kind of.. (x

School isn't bad. Social life is pretty good..

Single. Not interested.(:

It's almost Christmas, can you believe it? It came kinda fast...Almost my birthday too. What cha gettin me?(; Haha.

I've changed a bit, I'm not going to lie. Doesn't bother me though so I guess it's all good.

I feel so young..yet so old..weird.. D:

Dropped a few friends. Made better ones. Missin' the ones who moved. Bored, dunno what to talk about really. Everything has changed in such a wee bit of time. Amazing isn't it?

Anywhoo, let's catch up.

Ask for my number or for my MSN.

Buzznet is boring...

Well I'm done. Toodaloo<3

Messed upp.

Everyone on this damn site is fake. YES, I realize people found that out months ago. But eh.

Do you people really think it's okay to mess with other people like that?

You admit you were fake, beg for forgivness, and if someone isn't okay with it, you say 'fuck them' and move on.

Pretty damn heartless. They have a right to not support the idea that you're a fucking liar.

The only time I'll stop talking to someone who faked was if they were a girl being a guy.

That's disturbing kiddos.

I've had this site for uh..three years or so?

Yeah, something like that.

I never thought of being a fake. Haha.

I used to think the Londoners were real.

Someone happened to prove me wrong.

All in all, I give up. I am no longer bothering to talk to any of you on here.

Not that we talked anyway. Just saying. Haha.

If you're reading this and you happen to be a fake like everyone else, I hope you feel like such a fucking heartless liar.

Because honey, that's exactly what you are<3

TIS A JOKE. -____-

YO! My girl Gizem and I are going to England. FOR SURE MAN. We have this plan ya see? What we’re going to do is well shop till we drop of course. Get all sexed up and go out. We’re going to go scavenging for some hot guys. We also plan on making fun of their accents. They turn us on at times. But I just want to hear one scream, ‘BLOODY HELL’ when we spill hot tea all over them. We’re not heartless. Nothing against the English I suppose. But you have to agree you want to see it happen too. Am I right? Yes I believe I am. Ahhh, anyhow, Gizem and I are going to have a blast. Flirt with English men. Glare at the pretty English women. Eat weird food. Throw a party in our hotel room. Sounds like a plan eh? Gizem is going to fuck all the hot guys. I want to go shopping myself. Sounds fun. WELL. We’re off. To mess with the Londoners. Spill tea on their faces and watch them cringe. Shop. And throw wild crazy sexy parties. Wanna come?(;

IF THIS OFFENDS YOU.

You're stupid -______-

Don't yell at me about it.

AND.

If it does offend you, I'll have to laugh in your face, call you stupid and delete your ass.

MUCH LOVE<3

Well, Ring my Tail and Call me a Lemur.

YoYoYo(:

Haven't been on in forever. Haven't wrote a journal in forever. Too many fakes these days. Sorry kids. Oh and I've changed a hell of a lot (: But, I'm still the ol loser we all hate and wanna kill. n_n LOL.

Life is good up in my hood(: How about yours? Me and the boyfriend have been connected at the hip since school got out. It's nice. Not even a month out of school and i've finished five books. Golly oh my.

Lately I've been at my mom and dad's store. And yes, *gasp* working. (: I like money and hey, what can i say? I'm one expensive kid. I've been out with some certain people too. Not many. People are out of town. Psh, rejects.

I miss the cold, damnit. I want it back. Now ): I can't stand the heat. It's icky. Haaa, 90 degrees? I only go outside if its 72 (:

Things are different and alot has changed. For the better I suppose. I know I've changed. Not complaining though. I've lost some friends. But gained just as enough. I'm happy with life at the moment. This summer is going to be one to remember, that's for sure. <3

I worry about myself sometimes. Haa. I've gone mad (:
I can kill someone and not give a shit n_n I'd sleep fine at night. That's fken terrible x)
I miss a shit load of my buddies on the oh so wonderous internet :/
We gotta catch up soon.

Might sound odd, but I feel so much older. Amazing what a few months of kiddie, worthless bullshit can do to you(:

I've been a busy bee lately.

If you aren't scared, text me (: Ask for the number. Don't be shy. I won't bite unless you ask.

Add the MSN.

I love you all tons. Your all in my widdle heart ^-^.

Dont forget me. I won't forget you<3

--Kate(:

Q.

Can you take this without fibbing and give as much explanation as possible?
Yeah. Sure.

What's going on between you and the last person you kissed?
We're together.

Last person to comment you?
I don't even know.

Does anything hurt on your body right now?
All of me :[

Name a lyric from the song you're playing?
"I don't care. I don't care. Just go ahead and leave this all behind because i swear I don't care."

What was the best thing that happened today?
Nothing

Can you count to ten in more than one language and what language?
Nope. I flat out fail :]

When there are questions missing in surveys, do you come up with new ones?
No I'm to fken lazy.

Who pissed you off today?
No one o.O

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Depends on who I'm hiding them from.

Have you ever cried from being so mad?
Yes.

What is something you currently want right now?
A fken book >.>

How are you feeling?
Sick. Out of it. I guess you can call it my, 'I just don't give a fuck' mood :]

Who works at KFC?
People who love chicken ;D

What's your relationship with the person you last texted?
Best fken friend :]

What was the first thing you did when you woke up?
Hit the off button on my alarm.

Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep last night?
I don't think so.

Would you like to put last night on repeat, and live it forever?
Nope.

Miss someone?
Always.

When will your next kiss be?
When i see Tegan next.

What are you thinking about right now?
How tired I am. And how I want a book ._.

Is there anything stressing you out currently?
People. School. LIFE D: haha.

Who was the first person you talked to today?
My mom I think.

Do you have any plans for tomorrow?
I don't know.

Relationship status Single? Taken? Complicated?
Taken.

Are you friends with anyone thats older than you?
Yes.

Are you allowed to stay up later than ten o clock on a week night?
I go to bed when i want to.

Is there a person of the opposite sex that means a lot to you?
Yes.

Will you be in a relationship in four months?
Hope so.

Who was the last person you had an argument with?
No idea.

Were you single on your last birthday?
Nope. Might as well have been though.

Will tomorrow be better than today?
I don't know. I guess we'll have to wait and see :]

Do you ignore people when youre mad/upset?
For their own good, yeah.

Who was the last person you talked to last night before bed?
Heather Booo!

What's hurting you?
Myself and a few other things.

Any plans for this weekend?
Grounded. Shame shame.

Are you a mean person
No.

Are you awesome?
I've been told.

dance fucker dance

So, why aren't you in love with your ex?
Because he's an asshole who doesn't give a fuck about anyone but himself (:

When was the last time you had butterflies?
last time I talked to Tegan (:

What do you currently hear right now?
The Fairly Odd Parents on T.V

When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
Today.

Where will you be in an hour?
Probably asleep ^-^

Did you ever see the movie Pearl Harbor?
No D:!

Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
Damn. I really don't remember

What are you looking forward to in the next month?
Tegan <3

Are you wearing jeans right now?
Nope.

If you could have sex with anyone, who would it be?
Personal much.

Where is the next far off place you will travel?
I'm not sure yet.

Who was the last person or people you ate with?
Momm (:

What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?
Ginger Ale >.>

What's a happy time you've had in the past week?
Happy time? xD

Do you like meeting new people?
Most of the time yeah.

What was the first thing you thought this morning?
I'm soo not going to school today.

How's your heart lately?
It's fine. Thanks for asking.

How do you feel about school?
It's cool. Some classes I really wish I didn't have to take.

Someone on your mind right now?
Maaaaybe ^-^

When was the last time you cried?
A while ago actually.

Has today been a good day?
It was okay. Slept for most of the day.

Would you rather be mad or sad?
Happy would be nice.

When's your birthday?
Dec. 16th

Are you looking forward to anything?
Seeing Tabi, Kenzie, and Tegan :D

Do you usually have weird dreams?
Sometimes sure

Do you like your bed?
soo comfy :D

Has anyone gotten on your nerves lately?
Yes.

Last night, did you fall asleep smiling?
No.

Do you think someone has feelings for you?
Yeah, x]

Where did you last fall asleep other than your bed?
On the couch.

How many people have you had strong feelings for this year?
2 :/

Could you ever be friends with someone who hurt you badly?
Surrree.

What is something you really want right now?
To not be sick.

Are you wearing any makeup right now?
No.

Do you ever wonder how other people see you?
Yeah

Honestly, do you really love the last person you said I love you to?
Yes.

I don't just say iloveyou for no reason.

Do you enjoy Summer?
Hate it.

Too hot.

What is your opinion on the movie Twilight?
It goes alright.

Book was better.

When was your last cigarette?
Hahahah.

Do you like to get drunk?
Nope.

Do you look like your mum or your dad?
Dadddd.

Can you do the splits?
No.

Do you have freckles?
Nope.

Do you have any scars on your legs?
Yes.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Probably not.

Found out something new today?
Nope.

boredd D:

1.Do you sleep in your bra? haha yeaaa.

2. Have you kissed any one on your top list? sure.

3. Are you happy with your looks? sometimes.

4.Do you enjoy drama? fucking totally -.-

5.Are you a girly girl? not really XD

6. Who was the last person you hugged? i dunno..tegan? xD

7. Small or large purses? medium.

8.Are you short? yes :[

9.Do you like someone? duh ._.

10. What would you do if someone smacked your butt? LOL depends on the person

11.Do you care if your socks are dirty? sure.

12. Do you think youâ�™re conceited? nopee.

13.Are you a bitch? i can be :D

13.Do you dress up on Halloween? most of the time. i didnt this year though

14. Are you double jointed? in my elbowww.

15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept? hmmm..in our car. on the floor. curled up and leaning on the door x]

16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours? nope.

17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you? i think so. i dont really give a fuck x]

18. Do you call anybody by their last name? barely ever.

[x] I do wear make up

[x]I have cried at a movie theater.

[x] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.

[x] I get jealous

[x] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.

[x] I love to laugh.

[x] I like classic rock.(some)

[x] I like death/grind/black metal.

[] like rap.

[x] i like techno.

[] I like country.

[x] I carry a purse.

[ ] Iâ�™d be lost without my computer

[ ] I own a Spice Girls CD.

[] I own a Britney Spears CD.

[] I own a boy band CD.

[ ] I get bored watching football

[x] I love Gothic guys

[x] I love skater guys

[x] I like guys who BMX

[] I love country guys.

[ ] Iâ�™ve never been called a spoiled brat

[] I love guys that are just themselves!
[can be D:] Guys are confusing!!!

[x] Iâ�™ve been called a bad influence.

[x] Lip gloss is better than lipstick.

[ x] Can leave the house without makeup.

[x] I play video games, even when there are other people around.

[x] My friends are the best.

[x] I want a tattoo.

[x] I donâ�™t have a tattoo.

[x] I have a piercing.

[ ] Iâ�™m insecure

Project?

I've wanted to do one of these 365 day picture project things going around on here. I don't think I'd be able to do a picture every day though. But I wanna do my own version of this. It's fun and something to do. A few of my friends are gonna help me with some of the shots. I don't know when exactly I'll start, but I am going to be doing it. Ha. I'm no photographer but whatever. I'll try anyway x]

my life is 81% perfect. lolll x]

[x] You have a boyfrâ�‹iend/â�‹â�‹â�‹girlfâ�‹riendâ�‹
[x] You love musicâ�‹
[x] You have your own room
[x] You own a mobilâ�‹e phoneâ�‹
[x] You have an ipod/â�‹â�‹â�‹mp3 playeâ�‹r
[x]Your parenâ�‹ts are stillâ�‹ marriâ�‹ed
[x] You have more than 1 best frienâ�‹d
[ ] Thereâ�‹ is a swimmâ�‹ing pool/â�‹â�‹â�‹hot tub/â�‹â�‹â�‹trampâ�‹olineâ�‹ in your backyâ�‹ard

TOTALâ�‹ SO FAR:â�‹â�‹ 7

[x] You dressâ�‹ how you want to
[x] You hang out with frienâ�‹ds more than once a week
[x] Thereâ�‹ is a compuâ�‹ter/â�‹â�‹â�‹laptoâ�‹p in your room rightâ�‹ now
[x] You have neverâ�‹ been beateâ�‹n up
[ ] You NEVERâ�‹ cry more than twiceâ�‹ a monthâ�‹
[x] You are allowâ�‹ed to listeâ�‹n to the musicâ�‹ you want to
[x] Your room is big enougâ�‹h for you

TOTALâ�‹ SO FAR:â�‹â�‹ 13

[ ] You have over 500 frienâ�‹ds on myspaâ�‹ce
[x] You have pictuâ�‹res on myspaâ�‹ce
[x] Your parenâ�‹ts let you have a myspaâ�‹ce
[x] You get an allowâ�‹ance
[x] You colleâ�‹ct sometâ�‹hing normaâ�‹l
[x] You sometâ�‹imes look fowarâ�‹d to goingâ�‹ to schooâ�‹l/â�‹â�‹â�‹work
[ ] You don'â�‹â�‹â�‹t wish you were someoâ�‹ne else
[ ] You play a sportâ�‹
[] You do sometâ�‹hing afterâ�‹ schooâ�‹l/â�‹â�‹â�‹colleâ�‹ge

TOTALâ�‹ SO FAR: 18

[] You own a car/â�‹truckâ�‹/â�‹motorâ�‹/â�‹bike
[x] You usualâ�‹ly don'â�‹t fightâ�‹ with your mom
[ ] You are happyâ�‹ with your appeaâ�‹ranceâ�‹
[] You do not have any failiâ�‹ng gradeâ�‹s
[x] You have frienâ�‹ds

TOTALâ�‹ SO FAR: 20

[x] You know what is goingâ�‹ on in the worldâ�‹
[x] You care aboutâ�‹ many peoplâ�‹e
[] You kindaâ�‹ know more than one languâ�‹age/â�‹â�‹â�‹learnâ�‹ing a languâ�‹age
[x] You have a screeâ�‹n name
[x] You own a pet
[x] You know the wordsâ�‹ to more than 5 songsâ�‹
[x] You don'â�‹â�‹â�‹t have any serioâ�‹us enemiâ�‹es
[x] You are a generâ�‹ally nice persoâ�‹n

TOTALâ�‹ SO FAR: 27

now countâ�‹ your numbeâ�‹rs and multiâ�‹ply by 3

81%

Then titleâ�‹ this "MY LIFE IS ***% PERFEâ�‹CT

sick D:

If the last person you kissed on the lips said that you were the only one they wanted, would you believe them?
Yes. Hopefully if it's true.

What are you currently hearing?
T.V

Have a best friend?
Sure do.

Would you date someone three years older than you?
sure.
Im taken though.

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
Yes. A few :]

Will you cry at your high school graduation?
I doubt it. But who knows.

Are you wearing any clothes that donâ�™t belong to you?
Nopee.

Have you ever liked someone who all your friends hated?
Haha yes actually.

What color/kind of shirt are you wearing?
Red tank top thingy x]

What made your day today?
Chelsey and her website :]

Are you keeping a secret right now?
I don't think so o.o

Is there anyone you want to come see you?
Yes.

What are your plans for the weekend?
I don't know yet.

When was the last time you smiled?
When I talked to Chelsey.

Do you miss anyone?
Yeah, I do.

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
Yeah.

When is the next time you will hug someone?
Dunno yet.

Are you mad about anything?
Not really.

Do you smoke weed every day?
Nope.

Would you go a month without cursing?
Do I get a prize if I do?

Besides this, what are you doing right now?
Watching T.V and on msn

What is one thing you want right now?
Something. :]

Did you go to sleep last night smiling?
Nope.

Do you sleep on your stomach?
Sometimes.

Are you ticklish?
YES D:!

Are you in a good mood?
Not really, no.

What did you do last saturday?
I honestly don't remember.

Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
Yeah

What color are your eyes?
Brown.

When was the last time someone asked for your number?
A few days ago.

Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
I dunno.

Have you received or given any apologies recently?
Yeah.
I say sorry too much.

Do you talk to the person you fell the hardest for?
Yes.

What color is your toothbrush?
White and blue.

What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
turned the lamp off.

When is your birthday?
December 16th

Does the last person who put their arms around you mean anything to you?
He's my boyfriend.

Does anyone know your myspace password?
Yeah. Evan, Charlie, and Chelsey.

Do you like the smell of gasoline?
It doesn't bother me.

Have you held hands with anyone recently?
Katie.

When is the next time youâ�™ll kiss someone?
Next time I see Tegan.